starting over, literally

to the people who followed this blog,
    I started a new blog.  I was going to delete this one but i don't have the heart to do it.
so here it still stands. But i hope the new one i have made is better. You don't have to follow it, just know its there. thank you for following this one. It made me feel good even though i knew it wasn't very good. You guys are kind. so if you want to follow my new blog here it is: wrappedincellostrings.blogspot.com
sincerely,
me.

It's Time to Let Free and not Hold Back

I have decided to open my mind to the world and look at things like I'm a kid now.  Because well i am a kid.... sort of haha. but when i was little i felt like my childhood was taken away from me because my parents got divorced and i thought that i needed to grow up and grow up FAST  but now that things are mainly sorted out i'm going to look at things in a more child like way.  And no i will not be like a 2 year old who runs around screaming and going wild  but i am going to start explaining things in a much more.... how do i put it... simpler? no.... smarter? maybe...... advanced yet young way? yes.  I am going to start saying things in a more "advanced yet young way."  like first off when i describe the clouds i wont just say long and whispy, but rather like a tightrope with a few loose strands swiftly moving across the sky toward the sun that looks like a big yellow whole that you could dive straight into.  or when asked a question i wont hold back, but instead i will let free every thing i have to offer the world and then some.  and i am starting this now so wish me luck and i bid thee FAREWELL

Hurting? How can I when I'm ignoring the pain?

Wow I am in pain. A lot of pain. But I've been ignoring it for so long I forgot how much hurt there really was. Why does my father have to be a narcissist? Why do my friends not understand? How come every morning I wake up with tears in my eyes? How long have I been pushing my feelings aside for others? I just want to cry, every day, every mention of my father, or my mother, or any of my family. I just want to cry but I cant because their always watching, everyone, I have to put on my happy face and deal, with family, with friends, with my life. ALL ALONE. Its how I feel. alone. Im hurting! But how can I when I'm ignoring the pain?

The Happenings of School

       Hmmmm well school has begun and the world knows the first week of school is the worst. I mean just walking down the hall you can smell the insecurity and desperation as the small 7th graders run past to get to the lunchroom or their next class in time.
        It makes me wonder how the populars became popular and the nerds stayed so low in the social class... the last time I checked we were all equal!  Like really, when we were younger no one was afraid of not fitting in because we didn't care! We just did not care, why is that not as simple as it was before?! Who cares if you are the geek in class who knows all the right answers, or the emo kid who wears all black and dies their hair red. Who cares! The little kids sure don't.   
         When did life change so much in such a small amount of time? Why do I have to care?... I know I don't have to.... so why do I? I ask myself this every day! "Why do you care Katie? Life isn't about being the most popular or the prettiest! So why do you always strive to be like those girls?" Can you give me an answer? Because whenever I ask those questions in my mind not a single idea pops into my head.
           In a way it reminds me of drugs, they are absolutely POINTLESS they waste your money, shorten your life, and in the end where do they get you? RIGHT BACK TO WHERE YOU STARTED with less money and a shorter lifespan! So why do people do them? To get away for a day! Pointless right?! RIGHT!
            So why do we spend an hour in the bathroom doing our hair and makeup? I know why it's so we can at least be "almost" as pretty as the prettiest girl in school. POINTLESS I TELL YOU! But we all do it! And I'm not here to say stop caring because we all know, no matter how inspirational a movie, poem, or book is we will always care! I just wanted to get things off my mind so.... here are my thoughts... tell me what you think, or don't. Whatever works.

Adventures of This Day

Having a fabulous family friend sleep over! Waking up at 11:00 in the cold basement covered in warm puffy blankets and a soft pillow at your head, and just staying in bed till you hear your sister yelling HOW MANY EGGS DO YOU WAAANNNT! Who doesn't find peace in that?

Hello Blog!

Well this is my very first entry, so I believe I will tell you a bit about what I'm going to do with this blog! I am going to write as much as I can about my life and my thoughts. I warn you I am a very sarcastic person who has two witty older sisters and I don't usually say what is on my mind, but now that I have this blog I will! Well at least I'll type it. So I hope you enjoy In The Life of me, Katherine:)